let's fuck shit up haha

I feel like I’m so far gone and Im so stressed that It’s fucking with me bad. Someone I barely know told me that I haven’t been myself for the past couple of days. She said its like I’m not even there…

bongsanddoobies asked: you are on the right path just by the way you are thinking. do not let anyone or anything put you down. set goals for yourself. accomplish them. you can do anything you set your mind to. times will get tough, but those are the obstacles that makes us stronger. and remember always stay positive (:

Thank you for that I appreciate it a lot

my life is going to hell right now and no one knows. im about to be out of a home, my grandfather hates the person i am, i am going to start school soon, im still working, i feel like i have no support…. since i got here my papa has been looking at me like im a piece of trash. he talks to me the same way. he likes to assume that i am a drug addict and he loves to let me know that… i personally think he just doesnt like the person i am and that sucks but i dont give 2 shits about what he or anyone else thinks about the person i am. I WILL BE MYSELF NO MATTER WHAT!!!!!!! im done putting up with his bullshit. i cant wait until i finish doing what i have to so i can come back and shove it in his fucking face! i am very angry right now but it will pass. i dont say anything to him anymore because there is no point in wasting my time talking to a person like him. i would much rather talk to a brick wall. everyday he tells me that im going to end up dead or in jail but im going to show him that he can take all of his words and shove them all the way up his ass right next to the pole that is already in it. im going to take all of this anger and use it as motivation. i will accomplish my goals i dont care who or what tries to stand in my way. if you are that person or object i suggest you get the fuck out of my way because i have a point to prove and a life to start!